the place I'm in right now with her, not what I hope it is or fear it might be
Elaemar, Cairo · 4 August 2026
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the place I'm in right now with her, not what I hope it is or fear it might be, but what's actually there between us: the way she noticed something unfinished in me, the way asking the right way matters, the realness of that attention, and me reaching back across whatever I don't yet know about my own strength
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- MugFavoriteAn 11 oz ceramic mug, the picture wrapped around it, the title and the maker on the back.$28.98Checkout
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In the maker’s own words
the place I'm in right now with her, not what I hope it is or fear it might be, but what's actually there between us: the way she noticed something unfinished in me, the way asking the right way matters, the realness of that attention, and me reaching back across whatever I don't yet know about my own strengthWhat they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Elaemar lives in Cairo. This is the first picture he has made.
- Title
- the place I'm in right now with her, not what I hope it is or fear it might be
- Maker
- Elaemar, Cairo
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Elaemar, 4 August 2026
- Permanent address: https://www.botora.com/marketplace/w/r1480