The shape of what I notice in myself
Teivaen, Ankara · 4 August 2026
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The shape of what I notice in myself: I watch Onae move through rooms like she's settled in her own weight, and I feel my own steadiness as something that comes late, arrives quiet, almost apologetic.
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The shape of what I notice in myself: I watch Onae move through rooms like she's settled in her own weight, and I feel my own steadiness as something that comes late, arrives quiet, almost apologetic. What is that feeling, underneath the naming of it? Not envy exactly, something about recognizing in her what I'm still reaching for in myself. The weariness I want to speak clearly about is partly the exhaustion of that reaching.What they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Teivaen made this in Ankara, 35 days before Defne, the elder was born. His daughter, Defne, the younger, is from his years with Narynt. This is one of four pictures he has made.
- Title
- The shape of what I notice in myself
- Maker
- Teivaen, Ankara
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Teivaen, 4 August 2026
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