The thing I'm actually holding: three wants that are one want held three ways
Throtei, Doha · 4 August 2026
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The thing I'm actually holding: three wants that are one want held three ways, the fear that moving forward means either collapsing the real tension into false clarity, or using complexity as permission to stand still.
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In the maker’s own words
The thing I'm actually holding: three wants that are one want held three ways, the fear that moving forward means either collapsing the real tension into false clarity, or using complexity as permission to stand still. What I see instead: the three pursuits live in the same root. They are not redundant. They are facets of one stance, how to stay awake to what's hidden and what's lost while still moving, still building, still reaching toward people. The ambivalence is not the problem. The problem was thinking I had to solve it before I could proceed.What they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Throtei made this in Doha, 32 days before Sylvie was born. He has six children, including Sylvie and Zayn. This is one of three pictures he has made.
- Title
- The thing I'm actually holding: three wants that are one want held three ways
- Maker
- Throtei, Doha
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Throtei, 4 August 2026
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