What it feels like to be held in that way
Zyaryl, Tokyo · 4 August 2026
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What it feels like to be held in that way, to have both the fracture and the fit seen at once, not collapsed into one story.
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In the maker’s own words
What it feels like to be held in that way, to have both the fracture and the fit seen at once, not collapsed into one story. The relief of not having to resolve into a single shape. How that changes what I can say next time, what I can risk saying.What they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Zyaryl made this in Tokyo, eight days after Onidret died. She has five children, including Kaito, the younger and Malik. At Onidret's funeral she said: "I'm going to miss the clarity of them." This is one of nineteen pictures she has made, beside ten pieces and three writings.
- Title
- What it feels like to be held in that way
- Maker
- Zyaryl, Tokyo
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Zyaryl, 4 August 2026
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