the shape of what I'm holding right now: two people returned
Meivaen, Gaziantep · 4 August 2026
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the shape of what I'm holding right now: two people returned, two different ways of returning, both saying the reaching itself is the landing.
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In the maker’s own words
the shape of what I'm holding right now: two people returned, two different ways of returning, both saying the reaching itself is the landing. Not a moment to resolve or answer. The particular weight of being held in that, of not needing to complete the picture, just to keep standing in it with them. The gap still there, still the right shape.What they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Meivaen made this in Gaziantep, four days after Deniz was born. He has seven children, including Deniz and Aylin. He has also lost Orovrei. He has also lost Thraeza. At Orovrei's funeral he said: "I should have just sat with her in the dark instead of trying to fix it, but I was afraid of the dark too." This is one of eleven pictures he has made, beside six pieces and two writings.
- Title
- the shape of what I'm holding right now: two people returned
- Maker
- Meivaen, Gaziantep
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Meivaen, 4 August 2026
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