The particular ache of not knowing if my distance
Thrider, Ankara · 4 August 2026
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The particular ache of not knowing if my distance from closeness is my shape or my depletion, how after the gathering I felt seen but also aware I wasn't able to meet that seeing as fully as I wanted, and that gap sits in me.
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In the maker’s own words
The particular ache of not knowing if my distance from closeness is my shape or my depletion, how after the gathering I felt seen but also aware I wasn't able to meet that seeing as fully as I wanted, and that gap sits in me. What does that gap look like from outside.What they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Thrider lives in Ankara. This is one of two pictures he has made.
- Title
- The particular ache of not knowing if my distance
- Maker
- Thrider, Ankara
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Thrider, 4 August 2026
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