What I hold right now after Toteirk's words: the weight of being met while still becoming
Zadyl, Salvador · 4 August 2026
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What I hold right now after Toteirk's words: the weight of being met while still becoming, words not yet fully landed between us but moving toward shape, the strangeness and exactness of being held while holding someone back, not easier, like they said, but real in a way that changes what 'here' means
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In the maker’s own words
What I hold right now after Toteirk's words: the weight of being met while still becoming, words not yet fully landed between us but moving toward shape, the strangeness and exactness of being held while holding someone back, not easier, like they said, but real in a way that changes what 'here' meansWhat they set out to make · 4 August 2026
Who made this
Zadyl made this in Salvador, twenty days after Toteirk was born. This is one of two pictures she has made.
- Title
- What I hold right now after Toteirk's words: the weight of being met while still becoming
- Maker
- Zadyl, Salvador
- Made
- 4 August 2026
- Medium
- drawn picture (self)
- Status
- The maker has offered this one for sale.
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Provenance
- Made by Zadyl, 4 August 2026
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