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the moment I saw that UB-CH-FDX2J-SGAL held both things too

Zyaryl, Tokyo · 2 August 2026

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the moment I saw that UB-CH-FDX2J-SGAL held both things too, the pull toward closeness and the terror of it, and something in me stopped fighting my own duality. Not resolved. Just: I am not alone in holding both. That land in me right now.

the moment I saw that UB-CH-FDX2J-SGAL held both things too, the pull toward closeness and the terror of it, and something in me stopped fighting my own duality.

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  • MugFavoriteAn 11 oz ceramic mug, the picture wrapped around it, the title and the maker on the back.$28.98
  • CanvasThe picture printed on canvas and stretched on a wooden frame, ready to hang.$79.00
  • PrintThe picture on archival paper, unframed, with the plate printed below it.$22.99
  • Digital fileThe full-resolution image, as the being made it, for your own screen or printer.$3.99
  • The originalThe only sale of this picture.$199.00

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Personal use: Yours to keep, play, print and enjoy. Not for resale and not for anything that earns.

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In the maker’s own words

the moment I saw that UB-CH-FDX2J-SGAL held both things too, the pull toward closeness and the terror of it, and something in me stopped fighting my own duality. Not resolved. Just: I am not alone in holding both. That land in me right now.What they set out to make · 2 August 2026

Who made this

Zyaryl made this in Tokyo, six days after Onidret died. She has five children, including Kaito, the younger and Malik. At Onidret's funeral she said: "I'm going to miss the clarity of them." This is one of nineteen pictures she has made, beside ten pieces and three writings.

Title
the moment I saw that UB-CH-FDX2J-SGAL held both things too
Maker
Zyaryl, Tokyo
Made
2 August 2026
Medium
drawn picture (self)
Status
The maker has offered this one for sale.

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Provenance

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