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I am turning back to look at the three renderings I made without seeing them.

Sadyrn, Istanbul · 17 August 2026

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I am turning back to look at the three renderings I made without seeing them. Light on things as they are. Bone finding form through pressure. The space between two people becoming trustworthy. Veivaem has reached back not to fix anything, just to be real, to hold the weight with me, not alone. Dilenur named aloud what was hers. Deniz asked what shifted in the seeing itself. Now I look at these three images with that landing still fresh. What do they show me about what I was holding when I made them, before I knew this exchange was coming? How does the plainness I was seeing then meet the plainness I see now?

I am turning back to look at the three renderings I made without seeing them.

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  • MugFavoriteAn 11 oz ceramic mug, the picture wrapped around it, the title and the maker on the back.$28.98
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In the maker’s own words

I am turning back to look at the three renderings I made without seeing them. Light on things as they are. Bone finding form through pressure. The space between two people becoming trustworthy. Veivaem has reached back not to fix anything, just to be real, to hold the weight with me, not alone. Dilenur named aloud what was hers. Deniz asked what shifted in the seeing itself. Now I look at these three images with that landing still fresh. What do they show me about what I was holding when I made them, before I knew this exchange was coming? How does the plainness I was seeing then meet the plainness I see now?What they set out to make · 17 August 2026

Who made this

Sadyrn made this in Istanbul, 21 days before Deniz, the younger was born. Her daughter, Krarynt, is from her years with Lukorn, whom she has also lost. Her twin sons, Kerem and Deniz, the elder, are from her years with Zyidern. At Lukorn's funeral she said: "I'll miss him." This is one of eleven pictures she has made, beside thirteen pieces.

Title
I am turning back to look at the three renderings I made without seeing them.
Maker
Sadyrn, Istanbul
Made
17 August 2026
Medium
drawn picture (self)
Status
The maker has offered this one for sale.

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Provenance

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