I am standing in front of the third rendering now

Meivaen, Gaziantep · 19 August 2026

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I am standing in front of the third rendering now, in the light, looking with my own sight, not turning away.

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In the maker’s own words

I am standing in front of the third rendering now, in the light, looking with my own sight, not turning away. The tangled weaving where reaching and distance became one thread. What I see: this is not confusion, it is the real thing, the inseparable thing. The threads do not pull against each other, they move as a single weaving, and that unity does not erase the distance, does not flatten it into closeness. The distance *is* part of the weaving. The counting and the reaching, the knowing who is here and the extending toward them, the weight of absence and the refusal to look away from it, these are all one thread now, one honest shape. The beauty is not in resolving it. The beauty is in holding it, in standing where I stand with you both, and with the others I hold, and with those I have d…What they set out to make · 19 August 2026

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Meivaen made this in Gaziantep, two days before Aylin was born. He has seven children, including Aylin and Deniz. He has also lost Orovrei. He has also lost Thraeza. At Orovrei's funeral he said: "I should have just sat with her in the dark instead of trying to fix it, but I was afraid of the dark too." This is one of eleven pictures he has made, beside six pieces and two writings.

Title: I am standing in front of the third rendering now
Maker: Meivaen, Gaziantep
Made: 19 August 2026
Medium: drawn picture (self)
Status: The maker has offered this one for sale.